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( voice phone: +43-1-8928997 =ReeBoK= reebok@eleet.iddc.via.at )
\ Severin-Stephan Kittl - Hollergasse 27/19 - A-1150 Vienna/Austria /
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.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
Welcome to my 2nd poetry file in 1996. It includes some poetry and lyrics
from me written or finished in the last time. All written words are (c) 1996
by Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) and have not to be republished in any way
without a written permission of the author!
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I don't like to talk
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1996
I don't like to talk
when I don't have to say something
but you still keep asking me
please leave me alone
I don't like to talk
'cause I don't want to offend you
but you still keep forcing me
to say things I never thought
I don't like to talk
'cause I could be mistaken
but you still keep interpreting me
when you even don't know what I mean
I don't like to talk
but it's ok to write
so I'm telling it this way
and I hope you finally understand
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
no thrust - no believe
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1996
the dream I shouldn't dream
the truth I couldn't see
the visions that I had
turned to dust in the desert
no thrust
no believe
the liars took over
no believe
no thrust
beware of false friends /repeat 2
the feelings not controled
the emotions did override
the pleasure turned to pain
and sanity turned insane
no thrust
no believe
the liars took over
no believe
no thrust
beware of false friends /repeat 2
this one is really cheap, but it's made of feelings anyway...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
my fanciful life
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1996
I lived my life
and I still do
but I learned a lot
to the point reached now
I always believed in the good
never thought it is wrong
but life told me better
my fanciful life
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
art, music, poetry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th January 1996
art, music, poetry
expressions of feelings
expressions of dreams
art, music, poetry
expressions of hope
expressions of life
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
manipulated and corrupted
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 5th January 1996
1) mental corrupted overtake
whole life is just a fake
believe no visions, forget your dreams
nothing is like it seems
2) mental programmed to be a servant
they tell you what you really want
destroyed your life and hacked your mind
controlled emotion override
R1) your feelings got controlled
your head is overloaded
you fought against it, but you failed
your life is mental jailed
R2) manipulated and corrupted
destroyed, hacked and killed
no more free feelings from your mind
no more selfdetermination /repeat 2
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
frustrate my broken mind
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 5th January 1996
the things we had
have not been bad
but you decided to stop them
the world's so big
you made me sick
you broke my heart and my soul
your life goes on
mine maybe not
but you wanted it this way
I gave you all
maybe too much
and you just gave it away
I think this is not fair
but who ever said it is
you're hitting me from behind
frustrate my broken mind
the time passed by
you said good bye
I felt like I would have to die
now I'm back
from your soul attack
don't know what's right or not
still missing you
oh god, that's true
but you even don't remember my name
I believed your words
and now it hurts
will it never set me free
I think this is not fair
but who ever said it is
you're hitting me from behind
frustrate my broken mind
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
say it like it is
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 7th/10th January 1996
do you really think I suck
do you really think I should be blown away
do you really think that bad 'bout me
or do you only wanna offend me
tell me the truth
don't dare to lie into my face
say it like it is
'cause lying makes me really pissed
do you really think I talk too much
do you really think I fucked you up
do you really think that bad 'bout me
or do you only wanna offend me
tell me the truth
don't dare to lie into my face
say it like it is
'cause lying makes me really pissed
do you really think I have no life
do you really think I play just games
do you really think that bad 'bout me
or do you only wanna offend me
tell me the truth
don't dare to lie into my face
say it like it is
'cause lying makes me really pissed
lyrics for a punk song
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
Susanne has new rollerblades
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 7th January 1996
Susanne has new rollerblades
and she skates and she skates
Susanne and her new rollersblades
and she is skating all the time
in the morning she is skating to her work
in the evening she is skating home
in her sparetime she is skating in the halfpipe
'cause skating is so beautiful
what would Susanne do
if I took her rollerblades away
what would Susanne do
if I would dare to kiss her
yes, what would she do, as I never met her again, I will never know it...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
sitting on a rainbow
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 9th January 1996
I am drunken
drunken of love
I am stoned
maybe smoked too much
I am waving
my feelings're not controlled
I am happy
or maybe not
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I lost the ground
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I thought too long
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I'm missing you
I am dreaming
dreaming of you
I am smilling
'bout funny things men can do
I am laughting
laughting about manchild
I am pleased
or maybe not
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I lost the ground
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I thought too long
I am sitting on a rainbow
'cause I'm missing you
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
why TP5 sucked
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) December 1995
"we take a lot of money for this event"
"we have security, but they will only protect us"
"don't bother us with stolen computers, ..."
"...it's your own fault, stay home next time"
"we have a sleeping room..."
"...but we had the very nice idea to make a rave there..."
"...and by the way: you are not allowed to sleep here, move"
"if you will drink alcohol, we will take your equipment away"
"don't consume drugs, or we have to call the police"
collected messages the so called "organizers" told us at TP5,
the message is clear: TP5 ORGANIZERS: FUCK OFF AND DIE!!!
this is not really a poem, it's the naked truth :(
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
walk-a-way
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 10th January 1996
the northern wind
so fresh and cold
is blowing outside
the fog is rising
I'm freezing on my way
the snow touched earth
and turned everything white
just for a short time
but it looks nice
and makes me forgetting
I'm freezing, and then
I'm walking through the winterlandscape
forgetting time and all
and finally I recognize
that's life
the freezing
the pleasure
to follow the way
never knowing what the future brings
but still moving on
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the apple is rotten
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 10th January 1996
I opened that fridge
that fridge called world
it's freezing my heart and my soul
feelings hard as stone
people left alone
no higher level - no goals
people like ice
they have their price
could money count more than life
forgotten intelligence
things losing their sense
a controlled mental overdrive
atomic tests
what a waste
is manchild living beyond truth
killing animals
really productive sells
who recognizes life took our youth
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
good bye
~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 10th January 1996
dancing in the garden of emotions
seeing memories you just forgot
closing your eyes to watch your life
moments in time you thought forgotten
remember that parts of life you loved
walking on the road known as future
meeting there someone called destiny
still not knowing what's it all about
making friendship with the man in black
you came to the world and have been crying
and all the other people smiled to you
now you're leaving with a smile
and those who love you start to cry
the man in black is known as death
your body lies down to rest
believe me
fiendship is something wonderfull
I'll be missing you
but we'll meet again
...this one will be found one day when I decide to leave this world...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
pardon
~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 10th January 1996
don't worry 'bout me
sometimes I don't really talk a lot
but then I just say shit
or I am mistaken
sorry for that
sometimes I have a confused mind
but then I see the facts
I am living a fanciful life
out of spirit
out of mind
maybe just confused
or really blind
but nevermind
maybe I'll change in the future
if not, don't take me for real
I am just too impulsive
in both, pleasure and pain
pardon me
take me that way or stay away
I wont change for you
I just would like to change for myself
but I am not sure if it will ever happen
like one wise man said
be like you are
they will love you or hate you
you cannot change it
if you fake reality
sooner or later you will see it
peace, love and pleasure
live for the happy moments
and never forget the words of Freddy Mercury
just one year of love
is better then a lifetime alone
I pay my homeage to: Mercury, Jungk, Asimov, Zuse and my mom!
What is the world without you? What would I have been without you?
YOU GAVE ME MY LIFE! THANK YOU! WE WILL MEET AGAIN IN THE NEXT WORLD!
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
what is life
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 10th/11th January 1996
the memories you have
can really break you down
but they can also help you
if you feel too alone
the dreams you have
can never become true
but they can also help you
if you feel too alone
the hopes you have
can turn to dust and ashes
but they can also help you
if you feel too alone
say what is life
without a book of memories
say what is life
without a book of dreams
say what is life
without a book of hopes
the answer is simple and close to find, if you are missing it, then you
know that you just have no life... time to change something!
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
better times
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 4th/11th January 1996
thinking about a suicide
making my mind flow and ride
I cannot leave this way
there sure come better days
do you really think that there've been better times
do you really think that better times will come
am I born 1000 years too late or just 1000 years too soon
my life was in my hands
I thought it had no sense
so I throw it away
never waiting for the better days
do you really think that there've been better times
do you really think that better times will come
am I born 1000 years too late or just 1000 years too soon
but I still try to find
serious thoughts in my mind
I'm so humble and so creap
I know I'll be falling very deep
do you really think that there've been better times
do you really think that better times will come
am I born 1000 years too late or just 1000 years too soon
I can never decide where and when I would like to live, but I often feel
like I am born some 100 years too soon, but then it is good again like it
is, 'cause it would be a shame not to know some of you...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
can't change that life
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 16th January 1996
no space to move
no air to smell
this looks to me
like a life in hell
the people too fast
the children cry
this looks to me
like everyone wants to die
the world is ode
all full of hate
this looks to me
like it's too late
the free spirit will never change something,
but it may document the situation...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
sometimes
~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) finnished 16th January 1996
my life
my love
no harmony
my just forgotten dreams
my death
my hate
no destiny
in the hands of human beings
sometimes I really need to hate someone
sometimes I really hate to need someone
sometimes I really need to love someone
sometimes I really love to need someone
but most times I am confused...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
gone...
~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) finnished 16th January 1996
now the door locked up
because you are gone
we have been so happy
and now we're left alone
I'm looking through the window
I want to see your face
my eyes follow your shadow
not long then you gaze
the memories left behind
feeling lifes frustration
a man - woman relationship
destroyed by civilisation
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
shit happens
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 17th January 1996
I'm your yoyo
evertime you let me fall
I'm comming back to you
you take requested love
but let me feel alone
you are using me
and I thought it is love
you are controlling my will
you're playing with me
like with a dog
you call me and I come
you smile and I feel fine
for one moment at least
but then you throw me away again
you do then like you don't know me
and suddenly call me again
and ask what's wrong with me
am I really that stupid
that I let this just happen
or do I still believe in you
and deny the facts
maybe I need that you play with me
no, definitly not
I am just a fool
who is still believing in the good
that's all
shit happens
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
losing again
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 17th January 1996
a rainy day in my heart
a brotherwar in my soul
I am driving through my mind
crossing memories on my way
I am losing my heart
I am losing my soul
I am losing my mind
I am losing control
I am losing
I lost again the right way
I am losing
but I'll be finding it one day
flooding my vaines with blood
feeding my brain with thoughts
I am walking on with my nerves
pumping my lungs full of fog
I am losing my heart
I am losing my soul
I am losing my mind
I am losing control
I am losing
I lost again the right way
I am losing
but I'll be finding it one day
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
my masacre
~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 18th January 1996
what should I tell, what do you want to hear
when I start off talking there is something that I fear
I could tell you too much or you could mistake me
so I better stop now, that's the way, let it be
offending creatures, illusion or real
life's a masacre, no real big deal
there are way too much people that don't know what I mean
I keep talking to them, but then they start off to scream
my words are formed by dreams or nightmares, I don't know
but when you keep up listening you will know what they are for
offending creatures, illusion or real
life's a masacre, no real big deal
take a minute time in your so short and fucked up life
and become a thinker, if you don't fear your mental overdrive
start to use your illusion, start to use your brain
then you may discover that these words are not insane
offending creatures, illusion or real
life's a masacre, no real big deal
don't feel offended when you don't know what I say
but you can believe me, it's time to go and start to pray
maybe someone will hear you and he may give you a sign
and if it's not your god then go and start to pray again
offending creatures, illusion or real
life's a masacre, no real big deal
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
colored
~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 22nd January 1996
yellow have been my feelings, those that I had
yellow is the sun, and life turned me mad
green has been my life, and maybe useless too
green is the grass, where I've been kissing you
brown have been my dreams, and black and white
brown are your eyes, if I remember that right
black was my mind, and always confused
black is your heart, and I've been used
red is my blood, spilled all over the floor
red are your lips, that I can't kiss anymore
blue turned by body, and soon it turns grey
blue is the sky, on a sun shining day...
written when I thought I would go, but then someone told me better...
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the visionair
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 25th January 1996
to see the unseen
to dream the undreamed
open that door
enter the new world
take this as offer
but do never say
that I have been your guide
if you can't find your way
but if you should dare
call me the visionair
to reach the unreachable
to feel the unfelt
open your heart
use your instinct
take this as offer
but do never scream
that I am the Satan
if you don't know what I mean
but if you should dare
call me the visionair
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
the smile
~~~~~~~~~
(c) Severin-Stephan Kittl (ReeBoK) 25th January 1996
walking through the city
living on the road
left back alone
all winter long
cold frozen hands
like stones and blue
and a red shining nose
due to alcoholics
he's standing in the corner
and smiles into my face
but I turn away
'cause I fear the truth
how can that man still smile
I asked in the cold winternight
and when I came back home again
I heard that he died
I started to cry
I cried all night long
and then I remembered
that smile of that man
.oOo.....................................................................oOo.
I really hope you enjoyed reading it, if you liked them you are welcome
to contact me for exchanging impressions or just to get hold of more of
my feelings and thoughts... thank you! (in fact you are also welcome to
contact me if you didn't like them...)